~ Michael Ellner ~
|The Spar...isn't a Spa|
I just look around me. This is all backwards too. A strange kind of feeling pervading in my soul. One of those " can't put your fingers on it feelings" but it's there no less, and it is very real. I know these vibrations which I am feeling again.
For so long this has happened and it has played havoc with my head. It was like I was hearing a tape player inside my head of the other persons head. I could hear their thoughts is what it was like.
I find this very daunting at times as it can lead me to being very self righteous in my own defense. After all, it is what you do when you defend your self against what you hear. One thing that is forgotten by me in this equation is that others cannot hear this same stuff. I am defending air. I look silly. Others love to tell me I am paranoid, trouble is they say it with a fearful look on their face like they know they are making it up saying this, the compulsion to cover this is very great in people.
I have this occurrence happen often, and this is the reason I say some of the things I do. This can make others feel uncomfortable if I have just verbalized their intimate thoughts I suppose.
This video has been a favorite now for a couple of weeks. Its Daily Meds. and like the video say's , "Its a time warp here waiting for stormy weather,
............... so c'mon lets get our shit together."
Image by Mezza - Brick Wall at the Spar that isn't a SPA