A hintergedanke is a thought way, way, way in the back of your mind. Something that you know deep down but can’t admit.

~ Alan Watts ~

A hintergedanke is a thought way, way, way in the back of your mind. Something that you know deep down but can’t admit.

— Alan Watts (@AlanWattsDaily) October 29, 2013

I read that one person referred to a Hintergedanke as a hidden agenda.  Well I suspect strongly that if it is something we can't admit, then it is in fact our own 'hidden agenda' as such.  I see it explains it perfectly.  I see that it actually sums it up.  Our duel nature is not all beer and skittles.

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“When you are up against a wall, put down roots like a tree, until clarity comes from deeper sources to see over that wall and grow.”

~ G C Jung ~

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I never made one of my discoveries through the process of rational thinking.

~ Albert Einstein ~

One has to see the correspondences between the big and the little.

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Negative thoughts and emotions obstruct our most basic aspiration to be happy and avoid suffering.

~  His Holiness the 14th Dalai Lama  ~

Pilliga - Western NSW

The damage from all of the different  mining and farming out west leaves me feeling really sad.   I have to look at the beauty that is left to be able to withstand the pain I feel in my soul at the degradation that is occurring.  

I think about my children who I never see,  this is also not a good exercise for me in general as it never really ends well.   I simply cry and wonder will I ever get to hold them again before I die.   

Its hard when others advice for this is to simply "get over it".  How does a mother get over her children?   If you have any answers, I welcome your input.


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"I cannot teach anybody anything. I can only make them think."

~ Socrates ~

Lewis Walker is a teacher of the highest kind, an initiated man

 Making people think is what I love to do.  I love to communicate wisdom to people so that their life will be more enlightened.

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"We are shaped by our thoughts; We become what we think... When the mind is pure... Joy follows like a shadow that never leaves."

~ Buddha ~ (Hindu Prince Gautama Siddharta... 
     The founder of Buddhism... 563-483 B.C.)

Clouds are susceptible to thoughts.

  

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There is something Pagan in me that I cannot shake off. In short, I deny nothing , but doubt everything.

~  Lord Byron ~

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We are what we think ... All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, We make our world!

~ Buddah ~ 

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Human thought is like Lightening if it is a truth.

English: Lightning over Las Cruces, New Mexico Deutsch: Blitz eines Gewitters Español: Tormenta eléctrica. Português: A eletricidade em sua manifestação natural mais imponente: o relâmpago (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

We humans are like mini-lightning bolts of divine will and each time we think high thoughts of love and light, with clear intent, we release this lightening into the ether around us.

Truth is like lightening. 

Truth and enlightenment change the chemical compounds with in our body chemistry performing miracles at times.

When I see lightening I see the numbers 22.   I don't know why these dual numbers appear in my head.


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The only reason some people get lost in thought is it is unfamiliar territory.

~ Paul Fix ~



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“If the infinite had not desired man to be wise, he would not have bestowed upon him the faculty of knowing.”

 ~ Manly P. Hall ~

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We have to build that mountain we desire to stand on top of.

Conceive this and believe this and simple its then all achievable.  With out belief there is no chance.  Build and just believe.

We are beings of creation, we are little creators. Our genuine happiness flows from a vibration of love.  This vibration of love is of our own creation.  We choose love over fear.  If we don't choose love, we are choosing to live in fear.

Montana in late September 2012 on the footbridge at Urunga NSW

My thoughts are creative, and so are yours!  What I think at this precise moment has a vibration.  This vibrational resonance effects the energies around me.  When this occurs all energy changes everywhere.  My thoughts immediately change the energy around the situation I am holding in my thoughts.

You might ask, " How does this happen"?  Because spirit is everywhere all at once and this is the nature of spirit to feed on the thought vibrations.  These vibrations are like roads of direction.  Your thoughts elicit a heart response.  Once the heart gets involved, the whole thing moves to another level entirely.  The heart has a pulse / beat. It beats in time with the cycle of all life.  The pulse releases the maddest vibrational energy that moves out from our bodies into the ether all around us and immediately begins effecting change.   The higher good the vibration, the more creative this energy will be.  Love energy moves swiftly and is more direct. 

Hold all beings up in love.  Hold everything up to the light.  The light will show you the energy that is coming and circling your  personal being.  The light will purify this energy and convert it into a creative force and you can utilze this in your daily life.  Once you begin this path, it begins to pick up momentum.  It feeds off of itself. It is self propelled through the act of vibration.  The higher the vibration the faster it occurs.  This is the answer to the question at the top,  how does this happen?  

Living in a state of fear is a low and negative vibrational energy.  This energy attracts other low energies to circle and they also attract.  All energy attracts because it is governed by magnetism.  Our magnetism is generated here on earth from our molten core.  On a personal level as beings of light,  our light  that resides in our center has slowed to a point of solidifying, but inside of us are the rivers of the earth,  the explosions of gas and the expelling of stuff from the centre and there are explosive moments of brilliance of mind, this mimics the universe above us in the skies,  the energy is as if a star was born in that moment and we are as above so below.  We need to take hold of this and understand this real and tangible  power we hold.  

The ancient masters of assention understood these forces of nature and utilized these in great and marvelous ways.  Through the use of   these energy centers and coupling that with external sound vibration moved great monolithic rocks into place as places of worship and places where particular light could stream in at a certain time of the rotation of the equinox.   They understood the cosmic energies and the subtle differences they possessed.  These masters understood this and this is what we need as beings of light, everyone of us need to realize that if you are in the so called 99% then your energy has been taxed.

The 1% effectively has harvested your energy for their own self gain.  We are bound up by so much here on earth now, and its not easy to always see.  We need to rise above this and continue to love our fellow man with a passion and raise that vibration of love energy.  Know that the 1% are out there.  Once you are aware you are alert.  When you are alert to this you are no longer asleep and you will not let your energies exist this way. 

Understanding the simple vibrations of low and high frequency is a simple as understanding there is a signal coming from your radio.  It is the same really.  Some of the people of earth feel these vibrations.  I feel them, and I know they exist.  I sometimes can even see this energy moving in the ether, not sure if others can see this.  I feel the plants and the trees vibrations as well as human vibration.  Its there and it can be effective.

energy (Photo credit: Sean MacEntee)

In my own life I have to stop living in a state of fear where the children I birthed are concerned.  The children that came directly through my body.  This abject fear is attracting the low energy around this situation and keeping it low.   Keeping it in the nervous gut levels.  I take charge of this now and immediately I will lift up my son and his girl in love,  I am holding them there now.   I am lifting up his image in my mind and I am simply just loving it.  That is all there is to this.  Seeing him in love and not in fear!   I cannot do anything else.   All other energies around this are destructive.  I must not participate.  I must see him only in a state of love and light and let energy do what energy does and finds itself like water finds its level.

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Energy (Photo credit: Sean MacEntee)

The only thing standing in the way of progress and change are those who believe it cannot happen. The only thing stopping it from happening tomorrow morning is the misguided and mistaken belief that it cannot happen.

The Soothsayer...

Image by Mezza - Faces at a recent (Aug. 2012) Energy Forum hosted by Metgasco at Moore Park Armidale.

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"The primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but your thoughts about it."

Eckhart Tolle.

Mum and Dad

Damn you thoughts.  I thought as we drove off from home, I should have checked the camera's battery.  Wouldn't you know it, I get to these trees and the  battery went flat.  I should either have listened to myself or not thought such a thought.  I wonder which of these was the culprit for this.  Either way it taught me a valuable lesson.  Check all of your equipment before checking out of the house on an image run.

August is getting closer and setting off with Vee Ness is going to be a good thing for me I hope.  I feel like I want to do more than sit here and paint can lids sometimes and I need some new photography to shoot always.  Any where in this country is great to photograph. 

The rant on how I have been feeling along the way:

No way will I give into the thoughts.  I will stand and fight them head on any day of the week.  It is like there is another person now though.  Someone who agrees with Them.  This is the curse of being an active thinker and person who questions and quizzes everything from start to finish.

I have been somewhat unhappy for a few weeks now.  I have struggled with a situation regarding a friend.  I had one of those psychic impressions about the situation.  I saw it and I was feeling so sick from this time onwards.  I will not elaborate on the situation but I will say I knew and felt that my friend had been set up and that the entire thing stank of a set up.  There were lots of things that I saw.   Today I had a visit from another friend who  confirmed to me that what I had seen had in fact taken place.

Image by Mezza - Two loving Trees at Perry's Hill.

Your energy is just balancing itself.

Home is now here. We are all finally coming home.

almost to the top here

1. Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or in intense energy; feeling stress. Remember, you are adjusting to a higher vibration and you will eventually adjust. Old patterns, behaviors and beliefs are also being pushed to the surface. There is a lot going on inside of you.

2. A feeling of disorientation; not knowing where you are; a loss of a sense of place. You are not in 3D anymore, as you have moved or in the process of moving into the higher realms.

3. Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body. You are purifying and releasing blocked energy vibrating at 3D, while you are vibrating in a higher dimension.

4. Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. Much is going on in your dream state. You can't be there for long lengths of time and need a break. This is also the 'cleansing and releasing' hour.

5. Memory loss. A great abundance of short term memory loss and only vague remembrances of your past. You are in more than one dimension at a time, and going back and forth as part of the transition, you are experiencing a 'disconnect'. Also, your past is part of the Old, and the Old is forever gone. Being in the Now is the way of the New World.

6. 'Seeing' and 'hearing' things. You are experiencing different dimensions as you transition, all according to how sensitive you are and how you are wired.

7. Loss of identity. You try to access the Old you, but it is no longer there. You may not know who you are looking at in the mirror. You have cleared much of your old patterns and are now embodying much more light and a simpler, more purified divine you. All is in order, You are okay.

8. Feeling 'out of body'. You may feel as though someone is talking, but it is not you. This is our natural defense mechanism of survival when we are under acute stress or feeling traumatized or out of control. Your body is going through a lot and you may not want to be in it. My ascension guide told me that this was a way of easing the transition process, and that I did not need to experience what my body was going through. This only lasted a short time. It passes.

9. Periods of deep sleeping. You are resting from all the acclimating and are integrating, as well as building up for the next phase.

10. Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings. Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and various other stimulation is barely tolerable. You also overwhelm very easily and become easily overstimulated. You are tuning up. Know that this will eventually pass.

11. You don't feel like doing anything. You are in a rest period, 'rebooting'. Your body knows what it needs. In addition, when you begin reaching the higher realms, 'doing' and 'making things happen' becomes obsolete as the New energies support the feminine of basking, receiving, creating, self-care and nurturing. Ask the Universe to 'bring' you what you want while you are enjoying yourself and having fun.

12. An intolerance for lower vibrational things of the 3D, reflected in conversations, attitudes, societal structures, healing modalities, etc. They literally make you feel 'sick' inside. You are in a higher vibration and your energies are no longer in alignment. You are being 'pushed, to move forward; to 'be' and create the New.

13. A loss of desire for food. Your body is adjusting to a new, higher state of being. Also, part of you does not want to be here anymore in the Old.

14. A sudden disappearance of friends, activities, habits, jobs and residences. You are evolving beyond what you used to be, and these people and surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better.

15. You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore. When you try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful. You are evolving beyond what you used to be, and these people and surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better.

16. Days of extreme fatigue. Your body is losing density and going through intense restructuring.

17. A need to eat often along with what feels like attacks of low blood sugar. Weight gain, especially in the abdominal area. A craving for protein. You are requiring an enormous amount of fuel for this ascension process. Weight gain with an inability to loose it no matter what you do is one of the most typical experiences. Trust that your body knows what it is doing.

18. Experiencing emotional ups and downs; weeping. Our emotions are our outlet for release, and we are releasing a lot.

19. A wanting to go Home, as if everything is over and you don't belong here anymore. We are returning to Source. Everything is over, but many of us are staying to experience and create the New World. Also, our old plans for coming have been completed.

20. Feeling you are going insane, or must be developing a mental illness of some sort. You are rapidly experiencing several dimensions and greatly opening. Much is available to you now. You are just not used to it. Your awareness has been heightened and your barriers are gone. This will pass and you will eventually feel very at Home like you have never felt before, as Home is now here.

21. Anxiety and panic. Your ego is losing much of itself and is afraid. Your system is also on overload. Things are happening to you that you may not understand. You are also losing behavior patterns of a lower vibration that you developed for survival in 3D. This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless. These patterns and behaviors you are losing are not needed in the higher realms. This will pass and you will eventually feel so much love, safety and unity. Just wait.

22. Depression. The outer world may not be in alignment with the New, higher vibrational you. It doesn't feel so good out there. You are also releasing lower, darker energies and you are 'seeing' through them. Hang in there.

23. Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams. You are releasing many, many lifetimes of lower vibrational energy. Many are now reporting that they are experiencing beautiful dreams. Your dream state will eventually improve and you will enjoy it again. Some experience this releasing while awake. My mother commented one day that she believed I was having nightmares in the daytime.

24. Night sweats and hot flashes. Your body is 'heating' up as it burns off residue.

25. Your plans suddenly change in mid-stream and go in a completely different direction. Your soul is balancing out your energy. It usually feels great in this new direction, as your soul knows more than you do. It is breaking your 'rut' choices and vibration.

26. You have created a situation that seems like your worst nightmare, with many 'worst nightmare' aspects to it. Your soul is guiding you into 'stretching' into aspects of yourself where you were lacking, or into 'toning down' aspects where you had an overabundance. Your energy is just balancing itself. Finding your way to peace through this situation is the test you have set up for yourself. This is your journey, and your soul would not have set it up if you weren't ready. You are the one who finds your way out and you will. Looking back, you will have gratitude for the experience and be a different person.

Ascension Symtoms   http://whatsuponplanetearth.com

Image by Mezza - The Barn from the turn of another century not this one.  Next to pilot house in Urunga

THOUGHTS and WORDS

SAM 7535 - Painted sky, a photo by Images @ Melonpopzdropz on Flickr.

 SUBVERSIVENESS and SEDITION?   Thoughts are always subversive and words could always be termed seditious.

Only people who do not think are not subversive. Thinking is a crime. Jesus is crucified, Socrates is poisoned, Gautam Buddha is stoned. These people have not harmed anybody. They were the most loving, most compassionate human beings possible – but they committed a crime, and the crime’s name is thinking.

No society wants any of its members to think.
Thinking is dangerous.

The society wants robots who simply do whatever is told to them, who cannot say no – that is impossible for them. They are machines.

It is not accidental that every developed society is replacing man by machines. Machines are obedient, never subversive. Have you ever heard of any machine being a revolutionary or a rebel?
It has not happened up to now that we had to crucify a machine.

I am not a machine.

And there is no way of thinking, other than being subversive.
- Osho

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Sunset in the centre of Australia

“If you always do what you always did, you’ll always get what you always got.”

~ Albert Einstein ~

There are times to be changeable and times to stand still and times when we really just are neither here nor there.  All of this is a state of change.  We must change or we will stagnate like still water does.  M Peters. 2012

Each day at dawn I observe the beauty of change that occurs so fast its like lightening at times.  The colours remind me that we must observe this in ourselves and mimic nature and the Mimi's and be ready to move on from what ever is holding us back or pulling us away from our path we see we need to traverse.

If we stay stuck and stagnate, then we are the problem.  We are not being the solution becoming so fixed as to never be moved from an idea or feeling.  Our outlook changes from day to day just as the dawn changes and there are never two dawns the same.  Each one has its own unique beauty, and each day for us needs to draw a similar comparison.  We need to feel renewed in both our minds and our bodies.  I do this by greeting the dawn each day with an expectant heart of joy.

Image by Mezza - Widows walk at dawn.

“Socrates had a student named Plato, Plato had a student named Aristotle, and Aristotle had a student named Alexander the Great.”

Tom Morris

The footbridge is constantly changing

I duly think it is time I visited the Akashic halls.  I am overwhelmed at the amount of knowledge I want to understand and if my maths is still in tact, there does not seem to be the amount of years between here and there. 

I already sleep the least I can so there are as many hours possible to engage in learning practices of the most ancient kind.  The investigation once again into the Kabalah and to the body of Hermetic wisdom.  I am extremely excited by this because for as long as I can remember I have been quoting hermetic wisdom and actually participating in meditations all of my own intuitive leading.  To realise that I already had a huge knowledge basis that was vital to an easier understanding was a beautiful moment. I felt then that it was not a waste of time. 

I had studied Anatomy and Physiology and I had studied everything to do with naturopathica.  I attended the Maureen Wells School of Naturopathy.  I enjoyed the herbal and the acupuncture and I loved everything I learned about the cell salts.  Bach flower remedies are amazing and I was I suppose as per the norm for me, I did become a tad overwhelmed.  I had always desired not to be a practising Naturopath but to attain the knowledge of one who intended to practice for a living.  I wanted the knowledge for myself, my family and further for benefit of my friends.

Now I want to tie up the loose ends of this.  I want all of this to fall into place. and because I am visualising this as I type this, then it will happen.  It already has happened and this is my belief system to attain what is required here.

I need a miraculous injection of knowledge of such things as the great writers of antiquity.  I want to understand why the Roman times had to be.  I feel like my sisterhood and brotherhood has been robbed and for this reason I want to understand its place.  Language is also on  my menu of learning.  I tasted Latin as a child and I never forgot what I had learned and I have built on this knowledge since but now I just want to understand so much more.  I want to speak Latin and Spanish.  I love the language and it is similar to Italian and French.  I have learned a lot since I started researching early forms of numerals etc when this blog began.

Below is an explaination of both the Akasha and Esoteric Cosmology, the later interesting me greatly and is what I have been learning about lately.

The Akashic Record

The akashic records are described as containing all knowledge of human experience and the history of the cosmos. They are metaphorically described as a library; other analogies commonly found in discourse on the subject include a "universal supercomputer" and the "Mind of God". People who describe the records assert that they are constantly updated automatically and that they can be accessed through astral projection or when someone is placed under deep hypnosis.

 Esoteric cosmology 

Esoteric cosmology is cosmology that is an intrinsic part of an esoteric or occult system of thought. Esoteric cosmology maps out the universe with planes of existence and consciousness according to a specific world view usually from a doctrine.

Esoteric cosmology almost always deals with at least some of the following themes: emanation, involution, spiritual evolution, epigenesis, planes of existence or higher worlds (and their emanation and the connections between them), hierarchies of spiritual beings, cosmic cycles (e.g., cosmic year, Yuga), yogic or spiritual disciplines and techniques of self-transformation, and references to mystical and altered states of consciousness.

Such cosmologies cover many of the same concerns also addressed by religious cosmology and philosophical cosmology, such as the origin, purpose, and destiny of the universe and of consciousness and the nature of existence. For this reason it is sometimes difficult to distinguish where religion or philosophy end and esotericism or occultism begins. However, esoteric cosmology is distinguished from religion in its more sophisticated construction and reliance on intellectual understanding rather than faith, and from philosophy in its emphasis on techniques of psycho-spiritual transformation.

 
Image by Mezza - Urunga footbridge at dawn

“The trouble is if you don’t spend your life yourself, other people spend it for you.”

Peter Shaffer

SINGING

Today has been remarkable so far. I have been learning about how our DNA is activated inside of our bodies and what does this.  In studying this I have found  the evidence to how I lost my singing voice in September 2009.  We are beings of light and we are slowed down to a solid by gravity and magnetism.   Our  human pattern is formed by the vibrations all around us and by  the collective consciousness of the universe.

There are only two pattern formers, fear and love.  Both of these we know as emotions. We may think there are many more but these two are the basis of everything we experience and all others are the physical manifestations of fear and love.

Just as music from the radio is a physical manifestation of an intangible signal. Our experience of the emotion is the physical manifestation of an intangible signal as well.  It has been shown that our emotions have a vibratory frequency to them   Fear has a long and slow frequency vibration and love has a  rapid and high vibratory frequency pattern.  

Patterns of emotion are directly linked to human genetic material.   They are like light switches if you like and they shape our physical bodies. An individual living in fear will have less antennae or code sites in the their DNA because of the long slow vibration.  Where as a person living in love will vibrate higher because of the nature of the love vibration being rapid so this touches down more frequently affecting the vibration and raising it even higher.

Anger is experienced due to fear.   Anger causes disturbance in the psyche that manifests itself in the Ego and lowers the vibration in the body.    This manifestation  causes the heart rate and body temperature to rise which are common physical traits that signify anger.

This is proof to me beyond reasonable doubt that emotions directly affect our health much more than we realize.  The sadness and the extreme anger that I experienced when Paul Rogers destroyed my world with his concocted stories is what caused my body to respond in such anger and to take on this lower vibration.   Two days later my singing voice disappeared.  

I have said on a few occasions that I felt it was because I was really sad.  My intuition was telling me the truth.  My body had stopped vibrating on that higher frequency and the physical manifestation of the pain and sorrow changed my vibration and halted my singing voice being able to vibrate.  Singing is a vibration in the vocal chords and is more commonly understood than the vibration of emotion. 

That is how much emotions effect our vibration.  This is a true story and for the last thirty three months I have been looking for the answer to this perplexing situation.   I have always been able to sing!  I loved to sing and singing made me feel happy when there was too much sadness.   I had been able to sing in pefect key since I was a little girl as long as I can remember and many people over the years told me I had the voice of an angel.  I don't have that voice anymore!   It has gone and I can only desire that it will return whence my emotional life is back in order and the negative effects of the madness these two lads created has completely disappeared off the emotional Richter.

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For more on DNA Activation - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ruqz6Z0Ph28&feature=related

Image by Mezza -Gettaway Plan  Maitland 2012

Buddha says All that we are is the result of what we have thought.

This is a true fact.  It is so much better to see love and goodness and be at peace with yourself and nature.   I blogged yesterday about this balance.  This sort of continuous meditation process can really begin to free your mind of the clutter that holds people back from achieving their true potential in life and the end result should be happiness.   It is a state of just simply being. 

One actually chooses to be happy or not.  I know this is a hard call.  I have taken years to achieve such a thing.  We try and try and eventually being a true soldier to the cause pays off and, finally we see the end result start to manifest.  It is our thoughts that have produced this.  If we continue to look away from the natural it will only end up  manifesting things that are out of balance with our true nature.

Close your eyes for five seconds and see your self in your minds eye and  hold that image with love and feel things start to  manifest that are good for you.  It is up to you to do this as it cannot possibly hurt you,  I cannot make you do this.  What I can say is this,  it has a positive effect on you which in turn influences your electromagnetic energy you emit therefore this in turn influences all other energy matter around it.  This is how it happens and really it could not be more simple.

Image by Mezza - House on the hill with the windows ablaze with sunshine.