It is true that an enemy can help us. They help us to learn to stay away from situations like this. All things are considered to be lessons while here on Planet Earth.
The real sin of the world is the refusal to perceive ... most opting for a rosy story that makes them feel all fuzzy and life is not warm and fuzzy, not all of the time.
“Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.” and when this happens it is as though even the flower buds are smiling because of this.
Everything, and I mean everything seems to run well.
Yesterday I walked with an old friend from Bellingen, Rosalie! We went out to the beach for a long walk and a seat out there for a short while. It was so nice to catch up with people who knew me before the town did its little number on me via a few incredible people who think they are in fact credible. Karma awaits.
My opinion of myself has dropped because of this meddlesome mischievousness. This is to a point that I sometimes question why I breath. How does the universe let such a bad person breathe? It could be that I am wrong about myself and it could be that I should get past this and pay no heed to the rubbish.
I know what I have done and I have a clear conscience regarding all of this. I did good and that is all that matters to me and it should be all that matters to others as well. But typically it isn't. This year it is 20 years. I give myself some pats on the back even if no one else does! I am not going to get the kudos others would for such a feat. I have no one who bothers to recognize this miracle as it passes by in 2013.
I put a video of a song that makes me feel really uplifted ... Not giving in!!
Why did her father make us sell our house before she turned 18 years old and left school to this day mystifies me and I think he deserves death. He doesnt deserve the name FATHER in my opinion. We were best mates until I had to move to Urunga.
Peter Sanger was very hard core and I have no problem writing about this. I asked him for a rental after the house was sold and he said this:
"I AM NOT RENTING YOU A HOUSE BECAUSE YOU DID NOT LET ME SELL YOUR HOUSE IN DOWLE STREET. BELLINGEN"
What sort of discriminatory rot is this. We were then homeless and had no where to live. No where to go and no way of fixing it and left standing to tolerate such a load of pain I thought my heart would fall out on the ground and I would bleed to death.
My daughter hated Urunga. Thanks to her father I have now successfully lost my children forever! I love them but I don't own them. He owns them not me. I never owned my kids! Images @ Melonpopzdropz Flickr
Sometimes you just have to go to extraordinary lengths to effect good change and to point out where injustice hurts the most and how it can actually destroy lives.
