Don't force yourself to those who don't like you ....

Truth Follower: Don't force yourself to those who don't like you:

The only people I want in my life are the ones who truly want me in theirs.
Life is too short to keep people who are not worthy of my attention and friendship.

In the realm of ideas everything depends on enthusiasm, in the real world all rests on perseverance.

~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~

 Enthusiasm and perseverance, to have more of life and less of death.  I grieve the loss of my family.

Today thirty two years ago on this day I married the children's father John on the beach at Newcastle in 1982.  It was such a hot day and the cake fell in the sand and we drank Dom Perignon from the bottle because we forgot the glasses.   It was pretty funny at the time.  I fell asleep sunburnt  and worn out and I guess that set the scene for the rest of our marriage.  I wasn't ever forgiven for this - like I meant to do it.  I am a shocker but I would never do such a thing on purpose.  It was a huge long long day that day.

We were together for 28 years and divorced in 2009.    We live and learn from our mistakes and the deepest cuts are are those that are dealt from the lessons we must learn.  

"The internal wounds are healed by a faith that the sun will shine again tomorrow."

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

Some people feel the rain, others just get wet.

~ Bob Marley ~

 

We all sat in the rain for a few days up on the plateau at Lismore.  There is an Aboriginal Embassy now and a sacred fire has been lit both on the mountain and down at the base.   This place is sacred and there are ancestors there, the local council have not taken notice of this and covered up the evidence in an attempt to push the development through. 

This is in front of the courts now and I think the Lismore City Council will come out with egg on their faces,  Jenny should have supported these people and not turned her back on their plight.
Images @ Eminpee Fotography

You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

~ Johnny Depp ~

 You cannot turn away from the abject destruction of land and water this country is suffering at the present moment.  It is heart breaking to watch other people act like this is all kind of normal.  I feel like I live in a world of aliens.  So many people are just empty and void of feeling.  It is the end for them.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

“ I never remember feeling tired by work, though idleness exhausts me completely.”

~ Sir Arthur Conan Doyle  ~

Sitting around causes me to feel exhausted - Work and action stimulates me.

I love Work - Pupil and Teacher are brought together

I often state to others in my sphere of existence that I have never had a bored day in my life.  I have an innate ability to be able to amuse myself with the wonders of the world that are just within my sphere of existence.  

This can be many faceted, many sides of reality.   I could waste a day just looking at clouds alone, all of the shapes created in my vision.  T hen there is the joy of examination, we walk over so many rocks, I could always stop and look at each one!  I would not be idle for one single second.   Studying the Monad, I understand the Archangel.

Today’s adults, for the most part, are unskilled and immature regarding checking small details.. If we did this thoroughly, our accusers would be the laughing stock of society rather than the useless regulators of it. I form this opinion loosely  based on the Unlikely Blue Carbuncle and Sherlock Holmes.

Me being not bored!

I think I am blessed with this capability.   I know we must plan certain aspects of our life according to others who say this is helpful but sitting around at talk fests bores the living daylights out of me and I would rather be on the move working it out real time, turning my base metals into pure gold by experience.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

I'm not searching the sky for a reason to live cause I've found beauty right here and a passion to live

Let me give you my heart let me give you my fears ...

Urunga's Rivers in the morning light.

Amity Affliction ... Open Letter:

These words are very moving lyrics and I really feel moved by this particular quite hard edge track that is probably seen as out of character for me.  I have a very eclectic musical taste so its not.   If you are curious, have a listen in here below because to day I have added it to the blog for posterity.

Images @ Eminpee Fotography

You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

~ Johnny Depp ~

  

Feeling what it is like to make things straight from the earth makes you feel those who have so little and it is impossible not to feel their plea.  It is their birth right to clean water and food in their bellies.

Images @ Melonpopzdropz Flickr

We all have our own life to pursue, our own kind of dream to be weaving, and we all have the power to make wishes come true, as long as we keep believing.

Louisa May Alcott 
 

Montana - Mary - Brice 2011 Christmas Time

Never ever stop believing that wishes don't come true.  Wishes are nothing shy of what you want to manifest into your life above anything else.  Otherwise you would not wish for it.  This is the beginning of conjuring things into your life that the universe and you agree you need to go to the next level of what ever it is  you are working out on that part of the journey!

Simple so keep believing in yourself and in the universe.  What you need is really just there in the next dimension so see it in this one and it cannot help but come into being!.   I actually call this building in the spirit realm.  Its seeing in the fourth dimension or thought realm first and then the law of the universe states that it must come to pass.

Read more at http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/weaving.html#RHsAtdC2jkbvC6MZ.99

Images @ Melonpopzdropz Flickr

Just look at us. Everything is backwards, everything is upside down."

“Doctors destroy health, Lawyers destroy justice, Psychiatrists destroy minds, Scientists destroy truth, Major Media destroys information, Religion's destroy spirituality and Governments destroy freedom.” 

 ~ Michael Ellner ~

The Spar...isn't a Spa

I just look  around me.  This is all backwards too.  A strange kind of feeling pervading in my soul.  One of those " can't put your fingers on it feelings"   but it's there no less, and it is very real.  I know these vibrations which  I am feeling again.  

For so long this has happened and it has played havoc with my head.  It was like I was hearing a tape player inside my head of the  other persons head.  I could hear their thoughts is what it was like.

I find this very daunting at times as it can lead me to being very self righteous in my own defense.  After all, it is what you do when you defend your self against what you hear.  One thing that is forgotten by me in this equation is that others cannot hear this same stuff.  I am defending air.  I look silly.  Others love to tell me I am paranoid, trouble is they say it with a fearful look on their face like they know they are making it up saying this, the compulsion to cover this is very great in people.

I have this occurrence happen often, and this is the reason I say some of the things I do.   This can make others feel uncomfortable if I have just verbalized their intimate thoughts I suppose.

This video has been a favorite now for a couple of weeks.  Its Daily Meds. and like the video say's , "Its a time warp here waiting for stormy weather,
                    ............... so c'mon lets get our shit together."

Image by Mezza - Brick Wall at the Spar that isn't a SPA

“The trouble is if you don’t spend your life yourself, other people spend it for you.”

Peter Shaffer

SINGING

Today has been remarkable so far. I have been learning about how our DNA is activated inside of our bodies and what does this.  In studying this I have found  the evidence to how I lost my singing voice in September 2009.  We are beings of light and we are slowed down to a solid by gravity and magnetism.   Our  human pattern is formed by the vibrations all around us and by  the collective consciousness of the universe.

There are only two pattern formers, fear and love.  Both of these we know as emotions. We may think there are many more but these two are the basis of everything we experience and all others are the physical manifestations of fear and love.

Just as music from the radio is a physical manifestation of an intangible signal. Our experience of the emotion is the physical manifestation of an intangible signal as well.  It has been shown that our emotions have a vibratory frequency to them   Fear has a long and slow frequency vibration and love has a  rapid and high vibratory frequency pattern.  

Patterns of emotion are directly linked to human genetic material.   They are like light switches if you like and they shape our physical bodies. An individual living in fear will have less antennae or code sites in the their DNA because of the long slow vibration.  Where as a person living in love will vibrate higher because of the nature of the love vibration being rapid so this touches down more frequently affecting the vibration and raising it even higher.

Anger is experienced due to fear.   Anger causes disturbance in the psyche that manifests itself in the Ego and lowers the vibration in the body.    This manifestation  causes the heart rate and body temperature to rise which are common physical traits that signify anger.

This is proof to me beyond reasonable doubt that emotions directly affect our health much more than we realize.  The sadness and the extreme anger that I experienced when Paul Rogers destroyed my world with his concocted stories is what caused my body to respond in such anger and to take on this lower vibration.   Two days later my singing voice disappeared.  

I have said on a few occasions that I felt it was because I was really sad.  My intuition was telling me the truth.  My body had stopped vibrating on that higher frequency and the physical manifestation of the pain and sorrow changed my vibration and halted my singing voice being able to vibrate.  Singing is a vibration in the vocal chords and is more commonly understood than the vibration of emotion. 

That is how much emotions effect our vibration.  This is a true story and for the last thirty three months I have been looking for the answer to this perplexing situation.   I have always been able to sing!  I loved to sing and singing made me feel happy when there was too much sadness.   I had been able to sing in pefect key since I was a little girl as long as I can remember and many people over the years told me I had the voice of an angel.  I don't have that voice anymore!   It has gone and I can only desire that it will return whence my emotional life is back in order and the negative effects of the madness these two lads created has completely disappeared off the emotional Richter.

Quote supplied by -  http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/life-lessons

For more on DNA Activation - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ruqz6Z0Ph28&feature=related

Image by Mezza -Gettaway Plan  Maitland 2012

Your soul is your conscience. Your conscience is energy which has no form or location.

This energy is part of the whole universe. The meaning of life is to evolve your conscience to higher consciousness which is the source of all existence.

Image by Mezza - Pacific Marina Building, The Jetty Coffs Harbour.

I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody. ..Bill Cosby

 If you're the one who is always last to leave the job or the work place, you could be a people pleaser.  If your children treat you poorly and carry on about how they are entitled to this and that and you allow this to happen, this is clear people pleasing.  Did you walk away from your marriage and still don't understand what the heck happened, yes you may well be one of these "People Pleaser's".

The people pleaser's of the world struggle with a life of trying to get approval from others. Sometimes this group of people attempt to meet this need by doing  and going over the top.  They cannot seem to say no to people!  Even when they should say no they find themselves accepting another engagement or job or project or volunteering on another committee.  These personality types often suffer emotionally with co-dependent issues concurrently.  The People Pleaser personality has a real fear of failure.  They will kill themselves trying to hide the fact that they have any imperfections.
Where does this start?  My guess is this sort of behaviour is instigated in childhood.

 

 I usually find the issue was a form of abuse in the past history of the "Pleaser".  This person learned as a child to do what had to be done to keep the peace.  Enabling the abuser to carry on abusing.  This is then carried on into the adult life of the person because it is so firmly entrenched into the persons being.  They become one and the same and even the "Pleaser" sees their behaviours as likeable.  They have a strong tendency to get mixed up about being loved and about being needed, often making poor choices because of this.

Build strong relationships with your children, don't be afraid to confront the ones who have hurt you or treated you poorly.  This is one of the hardest ones. Confrontation.  People pleaser's hate confrontation. Break the cycle if this has been what has happened in your family.

Images by Mezza - The Beach at Hungry Head and Dawn in Urunga

No one can make you feel anything you don't want to. (Jennifer K., 28)

This is a tough one.

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I am guilty of saying on numerous occasions the exact words "you make me feel ... whatever".  

However it is a well known fact that feeling is a choice and we really have to get a handle on our feelings and we are the only ones who can do that.  Circumstances set the stage and we are the players, and its all about our attitude to something that will change the way we feel about it.

What someone does doesn't make us feel, it makes us choose to feel apparently.  

 I said it was a tough one and one that I personally struggle with and have struggled with for a really long time.

Image by Mezza - Dean holding a large frog with Jory and Jesse wondering whether they want to touch it.

Perception.. its all about perception....Do we perceive beauty? Do we stop to appreciate it? Do we recognize the talent in an unexpected context?

 A true story so please read on below... ( this story came my way on facebook and I loved it)

Proof banks are crooked..

A man sat at a metro station in Washington DC and started to play the violin; it was a cold January morning. He played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, since it was rush hour, it was calculated that 1,100 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work.

Three minutes went by, and a middle aged man noticed there was musician playing. He slowed his pace, and stopped for a few seconds, and then hurried up to meet his schedule.

A minute later, the violinist received his first dollar tip: a woman threw the money in the till and without stopping, and continued to walk.

A few minutes later, someone leaned against the wall to listen to him, but the man looked at his watch and started to walk again. Clearly he was late for work.

The one who paid the most attention was a 3 year old boy. His mother tagged him along, hurried, but the kid stopped to look at the violinist. Finally, the mother pushed hard, and the child continued to walk, turning his head all the time. This action was repeated by several other children. All the parents, without exception, forced them to move on.

In the 45 minutes the musician played, only 6 people stopped and stayed for a while. About 20 gave him money, but continued to walk their normal pace. He collected $32. When he finished playing and silence took over, no one noticed it. No one applauded, nor was there any recognition.

No one knew this, but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the most talented musicians in the world. He had just played one of the most intricate pieces ever written, on a violin worth $3.5 million dollars.

Two days before his playing in the subway, Joshua Bell sold out at a theater in Boston where the seats averaged $100.

This is a real story. Joshua Bell playing incognito in the metro station was organized by the Washington Post as part of a social experiment about perception, taste, and priorities of people. The outlines were: in a commonplace environment at an inappropriate hour: Do we perceive beauty? Do we stop to appreciate it? Do we recognize the talent in an unexpected context?

One of the possible conclusions from this experience could be:

If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world playing the best music ever written, how many other things are we missing? 

I think when I take photographs of places, buildings, or people that I want to convey my perception of something and the way that I possibly see things in the world.  One must treat all mankind  in a respectful way.  So many times we are rushing so fast that we cannot see the forest for the trees and we  quite often put off the important for the urgent.  All of these things are regarding our priorities and what shapes them and our perception of something. 

So many times in my life I have seen this and I have had it done to me.  In 1982 in Newcastle NSW,  I went to a car dealership with a pocket full of cash to buy a car but I wore no shoes.  No one came near me to help me or swarm me with offers I could not refuse. After and about 30 minutes of being on this large car dealership lot an older man limping came out to greet me.  I asked him could I test drive a particular car and I came back and paid cash for it. 

The looks on the faces of all of the other salesmen who were then mulling around  then in the office while the paperwork was being organised was  priceless. 

This is a lesson I personally have never forgot!  Because I wore no shoes I was treated like I didn't have 2 bob to bless my self with ( ie. like as if I was homeless) and I was treated accordingly.  They could not see that in my pocket was several thousand dollars.

Image by Mezza - Another grand above bank residence Bellingen NSW. 

 It was I believe the Commercial Bank at one stage of its original life!

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