"You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars. In the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul."

~ Max Ehrmann ~

Jesse was all I had ever dreamed..  What an amazing experience birth is!

Happy Birthday to my Son Jesse... today he is 27 years old and in the next year he will have his Divine Bar Mitzvah as my son is about to experience his Saturn return. This is the time where one comes to terms with taking a more mature role on Earth and with Family and society.  It is a testing time.

This is a concerning time for a mother, especially an awake and aware mother.  Some of our children don't make it as we know, we lose many around this age bracket.  On a spiritual level there is a lot going on above us during this time as we are touched once again by a form of spiritual judgment. First children are born, and relationships change.  It is sometimes a time of great loss as we are pushed to see the new spaces the previous losses create for us.  Old Saturn is a wise old teacher who teaches us at a soul level. 

It is almost as if Saturn is our report card for this great year we call our life.  If we are lucky we see this three times in a lifetime on the souls long journey.   

We all hope to get through our Saturn returns... I am in the middle of my second one now.   Can't believe he let us fade away.  I lay awake and think of him and how much I longed for his entry onto this mortal plane.  I said anything will do - I really meant that at the time too.

So many, many years have passed, I can't do much better than realize my job is over - I birthed his soul and I filled him with love, the rest is his karmic soul journey.   Happy 27th Birthday Jesse, mummy will always love you.  No power on Earth or in the Heavens can make that cease to exist - it is eternal.  I promise I will love you again next life - this issue we share is eons old and we will face it again and again until it is worked out into the light.

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