And in the end, we were all just humans, drunk on the idea that love, and only Love could heal our brokenness.

~ Christopher Poindexter  ~

Drunk on Love

Love is the essential ingredient and time.  These two fix brokenness.  I have so much love to give, my cells feel like they explode at times.    I know when I finally get to give it away all of my brokenness will just disappear into thin air.

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"We never know the love of the parent until we become parents ourselves"

~  Henry Ward Beecher ~

Montana will be an awesome mother!

It is apparent that I should let nature take its course or its path of least resistance because this is how nature works.  This is how rivers flow and make new river courses and its how love  our flows and the wisdom you receive along the way is what shapes our character.  Becoming a parent is a learning like no other.

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There are four very important words in life, Love, Honesty, Truth and Respect. Without these in your life, you have nothing.

A birthday Meme for Tilly.

~ Mother Daughter Quotes  

 "A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path."

Happy Birthday Matilda.   Today you are 23 years old.    I hope you are having a great day and that you have the day off to celebrate being alive and enjoying family time. 

Being born was a tough call for you and me and you pulled through like a true champion and the fighter that you are.  You will be a great warrior in life because of this strength, use it wisely.

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Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars.

~  Khalil Gibran  ~

Family Scars run deep in my family.

I remember when I was little a lot of people said my family was cursed.  It was a strange thing for a child to hear.   It was attributed to the amount of sadness and accidents and death my grandmother endured with her family and together with the guilt of my mothers family, I guess it consolidated with a grand mess. 

What a learning curve of life to be born into the family I am as we are all tarred with some of this pain and guilt and we all appear to be trying to free ourselves.

Tomorrow is Matilda's birthday.  She is my eldest daughter, sadly she  is estranged from our lives.   It is always a tough time when this part of the year is approaching, many memories of near death and hard core issues that I faced during that time of my life are rekindled.      Smile many say,  its just another day on planet Earth.

There is no other way but head on for me, I don't know how to dance!

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I have found if you love life, life will love you back.

~ Arthur Rubinstein  ~

I love Dorrigo, I hope Dorrigo loves me back.

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"A mind that is stretched by new experience can never go back to its old dimensions."

~ Oliver Wendell Holmes ~

Yuurri Corroboree Ceremony and Spirit Fire @ Pilliga

Our experiences do genuinely shape our personalities that we display to the rest of humanity.   I am reminded always about children, and I feel this - "The treatment of children is what shapes a nation".    Our experiences are just that,  they are personal.

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My Personal Seven Pointers for Living

~ Mary Peters   ~

Me minding my own business

• Make peace with your past,  so it doesn't spoil the present.
• What other people think of you, is none of your business.
• Time heals almost everything, give yourself time.
• No one is in charge, authority is an illusion.
• Done compare yourself to others, you are perfect the way you are.
• Question everything, find your own answers.
• Be Happy, it is a state of mind and a personal choice.

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Do not become a stranger to yourself by blending in with everyone else.

~ Dodinsky  ~

A Blended Corroboree for change

Being yourself these days is thwart with danger as those who consider themselves in authority to us are herding us and legislating Australia out of the water.  It is to a point of madness.  We are indeed ruled by Pathocracy.

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I often walk down Memory Lane. I always know my children will be there waiting for me...

~ Mary-Ellen Peters   ~

On Newry Island near Urunga

This is truth, because no one can steal my memories or tamper with them and neither would I ever let them.  "

Neither would I let others hurt my children.   Others have hurt my children though.  They thought it was a fun experience to meddle and lie.   Those who participated in this charade for fun and frivolity, karma is personal and its always timely.

Just as my memories are personal so is karma!

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Once you stop learning, you start dying!

~ Albert Einstein   ~ 

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Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing i know about physics . . You Are All Stardust.

~ Lawrence M Krauss ~

The Universe from my back steps

 This is the absolute finesse of  connection,  These stars are with us always, from the distant past to the futuristic future.

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The more outrageous the lie, the easier it is to get people to believe it. The same holds here. The more absurd the issue, the less people are apt to look closely into it.

~ Adolph Hitler ~

I was resonating on the shape before they even came my way!

I am quite the opposite to what dear Adolph says above.  I want to delve into every cranny of everything and I want to know how it works and why.

There is a story attached to this image.  I painted the tin lid disc the day before and had it sitting on the window sill drying along with others when Atalanta turned up with DNA Tarot Cards and said she felt compelled to bring them to me and give these to me as a gift.

I immediately rushed to the window to retrieve the disc that I had painted the day before.  It was almost identical to the back picture on these awesome cards.  I had painted DNA!    I photographed them to show how close this actually is.

This is a true story that I think others may have difficulty believing, however it is a true story and it really did happen just like that.

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“ I never remember feeling tired by work, though idleness exhausts me completely.”

~ Sir Arthur Conan Doyle  ~

Sitting around causes me to feel exhausted - Work and action stimulates me.

I love Work - Pupil and Teacher are brought together

I often state to others in my sphere of existence that I have never had a bored day in my life.  I have an innate ability to be able to amuse myself with the wonders of the world that are just within my sphere of existence.  

This can be many faceted, many sides of reality.   I could waste a day just looking at clouds alone, all of the shapes created in my vision.  T hen there is the joy of examination, we walk over so many rocks, I could always stop and look at each one!  I would not be idle for one single second.   Studying the Monad, I understand the Archangel.

Today’s adults, for the most part, are unskilled and immature regarding checking small details.. If we did this thoroughly, our accusers would be the laughing stock of society rather than the useless regulators of it. I form this opinion loosely  based on the Unlikely Blue Carbuncle and Sherlock Holmes.

Me being not bored!

I think I am blessed with this capability.   I know we must plan certain aspects of our life according to others who say this is helpful but sitting around at talk fests bores the living daylights out of me and I would rather be on the move working it out real time, turning my base metals into pure gold by experience.

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The word forever seems like a long time, but if you're with the person you love then forever isn't long enough.

~ Daniel Martinez ~

Me and my Dad whom I never lived with really, only four months of my life!

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Love is sweet, delicate, dreamy, an eternity of gorgeous moments.

~ Sarah Montgomery ~

This is love for me... to be in the Australian Bush

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Among those who I like or admire, I can find no common denominator, but among those whom I love, I can: all of them make me laugh.

~  W H Auden ~

I had many good laughs at Pilliga NSW

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They do not love that do not show their love.

~ William Shakesphere ~

 

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"The force that beats your heart is the force that shines the sun."

~ All that Is  ~

The force of dawn

The universe is mental held in the mind of the all and the All is all there is.  This otherwise known as the collective consciousness.  Together we can seriously do great things.

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"What you meet in another being is the projection of your own level of evolution."

~ Ram Dass ~ 

Uncle Tom and Shane Nelson learning from each other.

Respect for our elders allows us the room to be able to be tolerant and learn.  During our time in our youthful years we are quick and feisty and it is a challenge to actually listen and take it in what we have been taught.  If we manage to control this wildness in ourselves we will learn much.

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"Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact. Everything we see is a perspective, not the truth."

~  Marcus Aurelius ~

Opinions

There are seven principals of truth as there are seven colours and seven notes to a musical scale and humanity are strung on a mono-chord and the frets are the planets and luminaries.   These change our vibration and our resonance.

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"I cannot teach anybody anything. I can only make them think."

~ Socrates ~

Lewis Walker is a teacher of the highest kind, an initiated man

 Making people think is what I love to do.  I love to communicate wisdom to people so that their life will be more enlightened.

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I believe in God, only I call it Nature.

~ Frank Lloyd Wright ~

Urunga looks into the face of God at Dawn

I believe in Nature, and I can prove it exists.  The collective consciousness is God.

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What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~  

The limb appears to pop out of this tree.

When the going gets tough, the tough get going.  I learned this a very long time ago.  We who consider ourselves to be of this ilk do not entertain defeat.

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The word "Listen" contains the same letters as the word "Silent".

That is something I learned today.  I just never ever realized this and isn't it just like it was meant to be this way.  SILENT - LISTEN ... that is so cool.

*Mono and *Stocko

This is why we should listen twice as much as we speak and the evidence of this is  because we have two ears and only one mouth.  Simple hey.

* Mono   -  Montana-Star
* Stocko -  Mr Robert Stockton Principal BHS

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Faith is taking the first step even when you can't see the rest of the staircase.

~ Martin Luther King Jnr  ~

The Steps disappear into the water at high tide in Urunga.

No one ever said this is comfortable, it isn't mostly.   I have found it to be very uncomfortable.  I experience this each time I leave home because I am an ASAD.   I stress a fair bit each time.  I survive but gosh it can be a real bother.

I continue to try.


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Hope is a Waking Dream

~  Aristotle  ~

My waking dream in Urunga, where there is hope

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Hurt People Hurt People.

~ Yehuda Berg ~

 

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The Healthy Man does not torture others, generally it is the tortured man that turns into the torturer.

~ Carl Yung ~

Two Tortured People

In Australia there was a documentary on the Tamworth Boys Home that closed in the early 80's.  There were many stories of terrible torture coming from this evil place.   Someone thought to look at where those tortured boy went and it was revealed that most of these  boys went on to become some of Australia's most gruesome murderers.

This proves beyond reasonable doubt that hurt children grow up to be dangerous adults.

I live with someone who was tortured as a child and he chose to not have children because of the damage that may have been done to him.

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