When a man no longer confuses himself with the definition of himself that others have given him, he is at once universal and unique.

~ Alan Watts ~

I have to forget the definitions of the idiots

 

On a good day I can forget for a little while.   Then I go to sleep and when I wake up I am at my most vulnerable,  I hate the tears when I wake up each day.   I wonder will they ever stop on their own.  Do I have to say,  "I don't care anymore"?  

How does a mother do this?   My children have me tarred now with a brush I can no longer escape and its like being in a tiny box again and I feel so trapped.  Sometimes I feel I can't breath, but everyday I do get stronger,  I just don't want to recognize this because of what it equates to for me.

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