Sometimes we have to say good bye to the ones who mean the most to us, Because usually they are the ones who are slowly killing us inside!

This is harder than anything I have ever done to date in my life.  I have had to do this alone and with much judgement and zero understanding.  For this I thank no one.

Many memories just there in front of me to remind me of these things.  The Vase that was on the dutchess the entire time that my children were growing still looks at me and sparkles the same.  It sparkles the same and I don't and that can make me cry sometimes.  I don't mind it sparkling its only the  memories I don't like.

Image by Mezza - The Chrystal in the sunshine