You have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the wilderness of your intuition. What you'll discover will be wonderful. What you'll discover is yourself. Alan Alda

Self Examination ...

Yes  it is good to reflect on what you have achieved over the day the week or the year or even I suppose over your life.  However this can be a little daunting and probably not a happy walk for a lot of us.

myself in the window..

When I think about this rationally, I am quite pleased in fact about the results of my achievements.  But when I put this into an emotional light I am saddened greatly because I know that I am so lost when it comes to emotions.  I well up at the slightest mention of a sad tale.  I cannot listen to songs.  I cannot smell certain things as I will erupt into tears as soon as  the perfume or smell reaches my nose and my olfactory system.

I  take a long look quite often and some would say too often.  I have a long life of sleeping very very little and so this constitutes the person to be very different to someone who for instance feels like their throat is cut if they do not get ten hours plus.  I see many things those people do not see.  They never see dawn perhaps.  Sad that they just accept the sun comes up each day and don't go check on this.

Life is so bad and yet it is so good.  Life has this appearance of looking ok.  We all know there are very bad things coming at our planet and that this will all take place very soon indeed.  Draw close to your loved ones and save your seeds.


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Image by Mezza - Hairdressers Window at dawn in Urunga 2012