Tears are words the heart cannot express

The girls were growing up..this was nearly seven years ago now.  Tahlie and Montana were in my bedroom being beautiful.

When we cry whether we are sad or happy it is because there is no words that can sum up the feeling at that moment and the spirit in your body responds with tears to wash away the sense of feeling overwhelmed.

While crying, your situation is sort of eased in a way.  For those of us that have cried gallons of tears, it is a relief to spend many days without shedding very many.  It means a lot to me any way.  I have still shed a tear or two but it has been different as its been far less.

Let me see from 30 times or more in three days to perhaps none over the last three days and a single occurrence while Montana visited because she overwhelms me with her sheer presence I feel.  I love her that much.  I think that looking into the sun has sparked this change in my body to feel enlivened again and to rely on my instinctual being and to feel more at peace with the world around me.

Image by Mezza -  Montana on the 19th April 2005